![]() You heal because you decide to do so, and no one else can force you to heal. Grounding is a gift and a miracle.Īll healing is self healing. It was when I began to learn the difference between what is my energy, and within my power to change, and what isn't, that I became a real healer. All these years I thought I was being a kind and caring healer, and I hadn't even begun to know what it means to give healing without hurting myself. I'd been healing others by taking on their pain, which didn't help me at all, and didn't really stop them from taking on the pain they in turn passed on to me. This in turn made it possible for me to safely turn on my own abilities. I learned to stop matching to the problems I saw around me, and to have my space with other energies that weren't mine. Grounding made it possible for me to safely let go of the energy I was taking on, including pain, guilt, and responsibility. This was the turning point for me, the moment when I realized that I did have the power within myself to create a new reality, and that it came from the inside out. It was when I learned to ground myself consciously, instead of grounding everyone around me unconsciously, that I allowed myself to become aware of my spirit, and know my own energy. I was overly responsible and a control freak, which is a great combination for taking on problems that had nothing to do with me. And so I became an out of control healer at a very young age. I didn't know it at the time, but I wanted everyone to be well so that I wouldn't have to handle their pain. The problem was that I thought it was my job to provide it for them, and to heal them all. When I was a child, I could walk into a room and know what everyone in that room needed or wanted. Being female and the first born child in my family, I was raised to be responsible for my siblings, and to help my mother. Being sensitive to other people's energy.Įver since I can remember, I have been sensitive to other people's energy, especially their pain. I had this idea that grounding would help me to heal. Meanwhile, I'd been walking around telling myself I need to learn to ground. I felt responsible for everyone and everything. I knew I felt lousy after talking to certain people, because I'd take on their sadness, bad moods, problems, pain, anger, and all the rest, but I didn't know how to not do this. ![]() I was also completely unconscious to the fact that I was taking on other people's energy and running it through me, and that I'd been doing this for as long as I could remember. I also knew deep within that the information was available, and that I just had to find the key to unlock knowing it for myself. While all of this helped, I knew that something was still missing. I changed my diet and began taking supplements. I wrote in my journal, listened to my dreams, and read a lot of books. I learned about herbs, oils, and flower essences. I knew that it was possible to do this, but I didn't know how yet. I decided that I could and probably should be more involved in healing myself. I knew that doctors didn't know everything, and I was tired of taking antibiotics. ![]() On the road to finding out.įor years I had looked for information about how I could heal myself. What’s more, my psychic meditation teacher knew how to teach with a sense of play and fun, something that has always worked for me. I soon learned that a grounding cord was just the tool I'd been looking for. So I signed up for a psychic meditation class with this teacher, and grounding was the first tool we learned in class. Everything you say you want is real, it’s a real ask. Remember this: there are no accidents or coincidences. In looking for someone who knew how to teach me how to ground myself, I got so much more. I didn’t consciously know that I was ordering up my first psychic teacher, and then one day she showed up out of the blue. I walked around for about a year saying ‘I need to learn how to ground myself’. Everyone I talked to about grounding had a different take on what it meant. I had a vague idea that I needed to learn how to ground, and for a long while it was a big mystery as to how this would happen. ![]() Until then, I didn’t know what I didn’t know - about what grounding could do for me. The day I learned how to ground myself, I felt an immediate sense of relief and knowing.
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